I used to
think that spirituality was just recognition in a higher power. I thought that
to be spiritual meant to believe in the power of the beyond; be it the presence
of ghosts, juju, or in a deity. This Comparative Religions class has led me to
question my unconscious beliefs in what is truly supernatural and spiritual.
Roy asked
our class at the beginning of the semester to, once a day, observe “a thought
well thought, a word well spoken, and a deed well done” as Zoroastrians do.
Being aware of and recounting the paltry happenings of my day was a very
spiritual experience for me. I started to recognize how pure and sacred the
smallest things I think, say or do really are. Such a miniscule action like
cuddling with my brother, playing the piano, or taking my dog for a walk became
very spiritual acts for me because I recognized their distinctive beauty. So
often do I let the days pass and not acknowledge what I said, did or thought to
make them well lived. I now recognize spirituality in myself in daily
blessings. It is the moments I get to myself; those brief peaceful breaths of
solidarity where I can caste off the business of the day and take into account
my current being. I realized that being spiritual doesn’t mean committing
oneself to the rules and regulations of a religion. I recognize the
magnificence of my spirit and it’s spirituality when my pen is to the page and
I am composing poetry; when my paintbrush freely strokes my mind onto a canvas;
when I sit at my piano bench; when I go for a run and hear only the thunder of
my feet on a dirt road; when I sit on the kitchen counter and gaily observe my
bickering family; when I can offer my love to a distraught heart; when I can
see my breath on a frigid morning; when I am humbled by the august mountains
that surround me; when I laugh; when I love; and when I smile, I feel a
spiritual connection within myself and with the world.
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