Sunday, October 18, 2015

Last Breath



I bought this flower
While holding your hand.

And here it sits--strange
How it lives in your absence.

Your fingerprints are everywhere.
The coffee cup your lips touched--

The way the blankets lay just so--
Blueprint for a sleepy body.

Wilting petals whisper
Memories, this dahlia exhales.

After great pain, a formal feeling comes

 
 
After great pain, a formal feeling comes –
The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs –
The stiff Heart questions ‘was it He, that bore,’
And ‘Yesterday, or Centuries before’?

The Feet, mechanical, go round –
A Wooden way
Of Ground, or Air, or Ought –
Regardless grown,
A Quartz contentment, like a stone –

This is the Hour of Lead –
Remembered, if outlived,
As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow –
First – Chill – then Stupor – then the letting go –
 
---Emily Dickenson